Be Here Now

Content Warning: This section of the guide includes discussion of substance use.

“I was just getting more and more knowledgeable. And I was getting very good at bouncing three knowledge balls at once. […] It was a hustle.”

Dass’s metaphor of “bouncing three knowledge balls” emphasizes how his achievements were more about juggling and performance than genuine learning. By calling it “a hustle,” he exposes the gap between accumulating academic accolades and experiencing real depth or wisdom—a tension that will drive his eventual spiritual quest.

“I felt as if I were in a sound-proof room. Not enough was happening that mattered—that was real.”

Dass’s reference to a “sound-proof room” underscores his sense of isolation from authentic human experience. By contrasting what “mattered” with the hollow rituals of academia, he foreshadows his pivot toward spiritual exploration and highlights his yearning for deeper connections.

“When I could finally focus on the question, I realized that although everything by which I knew myself, even my body and this life itself, was gone, still I was fully aware!”

Here, Dass captures the paradox of losing all external identities yet discovering an unshakeable core of consciousness. By highlighting his awareness in the absence of familiar markers, he underscores the chapter’s central revelation: true selfhood exists beyond achievements or physical form.